Looking For Success

Sometimes I feel like I am looking for success in all of the wrong places.  My main source of income is Ebay, but I try to get internet marketing going and my Ebay sales suffer.

I have challenged myself to earn $10,000 in 90 days and it is not happening in the manner I had hoped.

The mysterious thing is that one week I earned $3300 over what I normally earn.  This past week I got $3000, but it was taken as a loan against my 2004 Nissan truck. 

The loan is because we are in a FOR SALE rental house and I need to move, but do not have the cash for a the first months rent plus and equal security deposit.  Cheap rentals in our area start at about $900, none less and that is for a place you may not want to live.  There are rare exceptions, but not often.

So far $6300 has come into my life that I did not expect.  It is not from where I wanted it to come from. I am attracting money, but not from internet marketing. 

Maybe this is a case of, "Be careful what you wish for because you may get it".  It takes a more precise plan than just wanting something. 

Including today I have 58 more days in my 90 day challenge.  I need to start averaging $180 a day more than I normal earn to meet this challenge.